VOD at https://mines.expert/BossmanJack/Kick/Sub only chat 2024-02-09 10_30 [89768789-sub-only-chat].mp4
[00:00:00.000 -> 00:00:09.000]:  my head you're trying to save me stop holding your breath and you think i'm crazy yeah you think i'm
[00:00:09.000 -> 00:00:15.180]:  crazy i wanted the fame but not the cover of newsweek oh well guess beggars can't be choosy
[00:00:15.180 -> 00:00:19.600]:  wanted to receive attention for my music wanted to be left alone in public excuse me
[00:00:19.600 -> 00:00:23.860]:  wanting my cake and eat it too and wanting it both ways fame made me a balloon because my ego
[00:00:23.860 -> 00:00:28.060]:  inflated when i blew see if it was confusing because all i wanted to do is be the bruce lee
[00:00:28.060 -> 00:00:34.040]:  i'm loosely abused ink use it as a tool when i boost ink hit the lottery but with what i gave
[00:00:34.040 -> 00:00:37.980]:  up to get was bittersweet it's like winning i used me i'll find it because i think i'm getting
[00:00:37.980 -> 00:00:42.420]:  so huge i need a shrink i'm beginning to lose sleep one sheep two sheep going cuckoo and kooky
[00:00:42.420 -> 00:00:46.920]:  is cool key but i'm actually weirder than you think because i'm friends with the monster
[00:00:46.920 -> 00:00:57.300]:  the son of my bed get along with the voices inside my head you're trying to save me stop holding your
[00:00:57.300 -> 00:00:57.820]:  breath
[00:00:57.820 -> 00:01:24.000]:  now i ain't much of a poet but i know somebody once told me to seize the moment and don't
[00:01:24.000 -> 00:01:27.800]:  squander it because you never know when it all could be over tomorrow so i keep conjuring
[00:01:27.800 -> 00:01:29.800]:  sometimes i wonder where these thoughts
[00:01:29.800 -> 00:01:30.800]:  yeah
[00:01:30.800 -> 00:01:43.140]:  cause i need an interventionist to intervene between me and this monster and save me from
[00:01:43.140 -> 00:01:47.780]:  myself and all this conflict because of everything that i love killing me and i can't conquer it my
[00:01:47.780 -> 00:01:52.280]:  ocd's talking me in the head keep knocking nobody's home i'm sleep talking i'm just
[00:01:52.280 -> 00:01:55.440]:  relaying what the voice in my head saying don't shoot the messenger i'm just friends
[00:01:55.440 -> 00:01:58.880]:  With the monster that's under my bed
[00:01:58.880 -> 00:02:03.280]:  Get along with the voices inside of my head
[00:02:03.280 -> 00:02:07.640]:  You're trying to take me, stop holding your breath
[00:02:07.640 -> 00:02:12.020]:  And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
[00:02:12.020 -> 00:02:13.700]:  Well, that's not fair
[00:02:13.700 -> 00:02:22.400]:  Well, that's not fair
[00:02:22.400 -> 00:02:32.360]:  Call me crazy, but I had this vision
[00:02:32.360 -> 00:02:34.660]:  One day that I walk amongst you, a wrecking dust
[00:02:34.660 -> 00:02:35.660]:  Oh, shit!
[00:02:35.660 -> 00:02:37.460]:  Alright, guys, I'm back.
[00:02:37.460 -> 00:02:40.820]:  Last fucking depo of the night.
[00:02:40.820 -> 00:02:42.160]:  I have to get sleep after this.
[00:02:42.160 -> 00:02:43.480]:  My head is throbbing.
[00:02:43.480 -> 00:02:46.480]:  I don't know what I just dropped.
[00:02:46.480 -> 00:02:49.940]:  I got a fucking sandwich and I'm fucking starving.
[00:02:49.940 -> 00:02:52.340]:  I'm going through a struggle, feeling and relates that
[00:02:52.340 -> 00:02:54.220]:  Great, it's made back, Buster Wilson
[00:02:54.220 -> 00:02:55.680]:  Falling way back in the draft
[00:02:55.680 -> 00:02:58.080]:  Turned nothing into something, still can make that
[00:02:58.080 -> 00:02:58.780]:  Strong in the car
[00:02:58.780 -> 00:02:59.880]:  Talk to my boy Lloyd, by the way.
[00:02:59.880 -> 00:03:00.880]:  We're gonna jerk for a do-do.
[00:03:00.880 -> 00:03:03.800]:  I am going to, don't worry.
[00:03:03.800 -> 00:03:06.020]:  I am nuts for real, but I'm okay with that
[00:03:06.020 -> 00:03:07.820]:  It's nothing, I'm still friends with the
[00:03:07.820 -> 00:03:09.000]:  Probably not.
[00:03:09.000 -> 00:03:10.900]:  Wait, what the hell is that?
[00:03:10.900 -> 00:03:13.420]:  What the fuck?
[00:03:13.420 -> 00:03:15.840]:  Dude, what?
[00:03:15.840 -> 00:03:17.300]:  Three, you sent me 250 bucks?
[00:03:17.300 -> 00:03:19.080]:  Holy shit, dude.
[00:03:19.080 -> 00:03:19.920]:  I'm going through a struggle, feeling and relates that
[00:03:19.920 -> 00:03:21.020]:  I'm pretty sure that was three, yep.
[00:03:21.020 -> 00:03:23.280]:  Oh my god.
[00:03:23.280 -> 00:03:24.260]:  Thank you, man.
[00:03:24.260 -> 00:03:26.180]:  God damn.
[00:03:26.180 -> 00:03:28.980]:  That's fucking huge, dude.
[00:03:28.980 -> 00:03:30.080]:  Holy, I didn't expect that at all.
[00:03:30.080 -> 00:03:33.180]:  Thank you, Lloyd.
[00:03:33.180 -> 00:03:34.700]:  I know you gave me 460.
[00:03:34.700 -> 00:03:36.520]:  Thank you, guys.
[00:03:36.520 -> 00:03:37.660]:  You guys are both awesome, man.
[00:03:37.660 -> 00:03:46.800]:  I just feel so good to eat right now.
[00:03:46.800 -> 00:03:48.960]:  How's everybody doing?
[00:03:48.960 -> 00:03:51.320]:  You guys are mighty quiet.
[00:03:51.320 -> 00:03:57.380]:  You guys are mighty quiet.
[00:03:57.380 -> 00:03:58.280]:  How's everybody doing?
[00:03:58.280 -> 00:04:05.500]:  Hello, boss man.
[00:04:05.500 -> 00:04:06.880]:  Welcome back.
[00:04:06.880 -> 00:04:08.660]:  What's so funny, small game?
[00:04:08.660 -> 00:04:10.020]:  You guys are quiet?
[00:04:10.020 -> 00:04:12.140]:  You know what?
[00:04:12.140 -> 00:04:13.460]:  Can I have a $25 table?
[00:04:13.460 -> 00:04:13.540]:  $25?
[00:04:13.540 -> 00:04:18.040]:  Go right down.
[00:04:18.040 -> 00:04:19.640]:  $25.
[00:04:19.640 -> 00:04:19.720]:  $25.
[00:04:19.720 -> 00:04:24.840]:  If it's not funny, what else is funny?
[00:04:24.840 -> 00:04:28.040]:  Besides, your little penis isn't funny.
[00:04:28.040 -> 00:04:28.600]:  I don't think.
[00:04:28.600 -> 00:04:29.460]:  That sucks.
[00:04:29.460 -> 00:04:31.120]:  I have 13.
[00:04:31.120 -> 00:04:38.520]:  Man, fuck you.
[00:04:38.520 -> 00:04:39.380]:  God damn it.
[00:04:39.380 -> 00:04:45.420]:  Come on, dude.
[00:04:45.420 -> 00:04:47.560]:  Come on, just one more.
[00:04:47.560 -> 00:04:48.440]:  Please.
[00:04:48.440 -> 00:04:49.660]:  Oh, my God.
[00:04:49.660 -> 00:04:51.640]:  Dude, it's so fucking rigged, man.
[00:04:51.640 -> 00:04:52.680]:  I'm down to $100, dude.
[00:04:52.680 -> 00:04:53.160]:  I'm not kidding.
[00:04:53.160 -> 00:04:55.240]:  This is so fucking stupid, man.
[00:04:55.240 -> 00:04:58.420]:  They'll take 10 grand off you, and then you go back another time, and they'll take that
[00:04:58.420 -> 00:04:59.140]:  all from you again.
[00:04:59.140 -> 00:05:00.060]:  It's like, what the fuck you got?
[00:05:00.060 -> 00:05:01.020]:  Dude, what the fuck is this?
[00:05:01.020 -> 00:05:03.200]:  Something crazy, bro.
[00:05:03.200 -> 00:05:04.620]:  Something crazy.
[00:05:04.620 -> 00:05:13.180]:  I know, it's fucked up.
[00:05:13.180 -> 00:05:14.540]:  I'm taking the sub mode back on.
[00:05:14.540 -> 00:05:16.280]:  Mm.
[00:05:16.280 -> 00:05:17.200]:  Mm-mm-mm.
[00:05:17.200 -> 00:05:18.680]:  Listen.
[00:05:18.680 -> 00:05:21.220]:  This is shit got money.
[00:05:21.220 -> 00:05:22.680]:  Okay?
[00:05:22.680 -> 00:05:23.940]:  Okay?
[00:05:23.940 -> 00:05:24.020]:  Okay?
[00:05:24.020 -> 00:05:37.680]:  I haven't seen someone.
[00:05:37.680 -> 00:05:40.660]:  I don't know if it's man or something.
[00:05:40.660 -> 00:05:41.680]:  It's just dry as fuck.
[00:05:41.680 -> 00:05:43.640]:  I don't see man in this bitch.
[00:05:43.640 -> 00:05:44.640]:  I don't know why.
[00:05:44.640 -> 00:05:46.220]:  I know mommy's not here right now.
[00:05:46.220 -> 00:05:47.720]:  And we don't know why.
[00:05:47.720 -> 00:05:48.460]:  We feel high.
[00:05:48.460 -> 00:05:49.240]:  I'm in cheap sandwich.
[00:05:49.240 -> 00:05:51.300]:  It may seem a little crazy.
[00:05:51.300 -> 00:05:52.080]:  Pretty big.
[00:05:52.080 -> 00:05:52.680]:  Always a classic.
[00:05:52.680 -> 00:05:54.920]:  But I promise mama's gonna be all right.
[00:05:54.920 -> 00:05:56.020]:  Come on, get it back on limit, please.
[00:05:56.020 -> 00:05:58.800]:  I remember when daddy had no money.
[00:05:58.800 -> 00:06:00.440]:  It's missing every fucking two to three.
[00:06:00.440 -> 00:06:01.900]:  I'm stuck, I'm under the tree.
[00:06:01.900 -> 00:06:03.300]:  And since summer, one more from me.
[00:06:03.300 -> 00:06:04.720]:  Cause daddy couldn't buy them.
[00:06:04.720 -> 00:06:06.020]:  I'll never forget that Christmas.
[00:06:06.020 -> 00:06:07.100]:  I sat up the whole night.
[00:06:07.100 -> 00:06:07.400]:  Yes.
[00:06:07.400 -> 00:06:08.100]:  Yes.
[00:06:08.100 -> 00:06:09.080]:  Oh, my God.
[00:06:09.080 -> 00:06:10.920]:  Dude, we just got almost all back on it.
[00:06:10.920 -> 00:06:11.780]:  There it is.
[00:06:11.780 -> 00:06:11.820]:  There it is.
[00:06:11.820 -> 00:06:15.220]:  No, dude.
[00:06:15.220 -> 00:06:17.900]:  Dude, they got my ass again, dude.
[00:06:17.900 -> 00:06:18.800]:  God damn it, dude.
[00:06:18.800 -> 00:06:19.900]:  I got no sales on this now.
[00:06:19.900 -> 00:06:22.340]:  Man, I'm such a fucking idiot, man.
[00:06:22.340 -> 00:06:23.160]:  Keep going.
[00:06:23.160 -> 00:06:24.060]:  Yes.
[00:06:24.060 -> 00:06:25.380]:  Do it again.
[00:06:25.380 -> 00:06:26.060]:  No.
[00:06:26.060 -> 00:06:26.600]:  Do it again.
[00:06:26.600 -> 00:06:27.340]:  Dude.
[00:06:27.340 -> 00:06:28.620]:  Oh, my fucking God.
[00:06:28.620 -> 00:06:30.160]:  Oh, there it fucking goes.
[00:06:30.160 -> 00:06:30.960]:  Doggone.
[00:06:30.960 -> 00:06:34.880]:  Again.
[00:06:34.880 -> 00:06:35.860]:  That's fucking great.
[00:06:35.860 -> 00:06:37.260]:  I got the $9,800.
[00:06:37.260 -> 00:06:38.420]:  I tried to get the 10K.
[00:06:38.420 -> 00:06:39.200]:  I fucking lost it all.
[00:06:39.200 -> 00:06:40.020]:  I tried to get 10K.
[00:06:40.020 -> 00:06:40.360]:  $200.
[00:06:40.360 -> 00:06:41.800]:  That's my fucking life.
[00:06:41.800 -> 00:06:44.860]:  I'd love that. I love my life. Dude is so good. So good
[00:06:44.860 -> 00:06:49.060]:  It makes me so fucking bitter and fucking negative, bro. I hate doing this shit
[00:06:49.060 -> 00:06:54.220]:  Fuck my life
[00:06:54.220 -> 00:07:00.700]:  I don't think so, bro. I don't think I'll get it anymore. That's fine, too. I'm not saying anybody's shit or shouldn't
[00:07:00.700 -> 00:07:04.380]:  But I don't think so. I'm probably just gonna end here and get some sleep, bro
[00:07:04.380 -> 00:07:22.620]:  All right guys, y'all have a good one, man. I'm fucking out dude. I'm fucking done dude. It's start time
[00:07:22.620 -> 00:07:24.620]:  Oh
[00:07:24.620 -> 00:07:27.040]:  Thank you today, bro. I'm gone
[00:07:27.040 -> 00:07:31.880]:  I'm gone. I'm nothing. I'm fucking nothing you absolutely fucking nothing my name. I'm so sad
[00:07:31.880 -> 00:07:36.480]:  I'm so fucking getting old being old. I make way too much money to have zero all the time
[00:07:36.480 -> 00:07:39.960]:  Goddamn, I wake I make way too much money
[00:07:39.960 -> 00:07:46.800]:  Do I give away thousands of dollars like this week alone and this I can't I can't even find one person I didn't lean on
[00:07:46.800 -> 00:07:52.160]:  Almost, you know, it's been crazy. So those did use me tonight though. You guys are awesome, man. Have a good night, man
[00:07:52.160 -> 00:07:52.560]:  I'll see y'all tomorrow
[00:07:52.560 -> 00:07:56.000]:  Or sometime, I don't know when but I'll fucking be live sometime. I'll see you guys
[00:07:56.000 -> 00:07:56.740]:  Fuck my life
[00:07:56.740 -> 00:08:17.120]:  Now you see me standing in the lights
[00:08:17.120 -> 00:08:20.120]:  But you never saw my sacrifice
[00:08:20.120 -> 00:08:22.500]:  Or all the nights I had
[00:08:22.500 -> 00:08:24.500]:  To struggle to survive
[00:08:24.500 -> 00:08:29.300]:  Had to lose it all to win the fight
[00:08:29.300 -> 00:08:32.680]:  I had to fall so many times
[00:08:32.680 -> 00:08:33.260]:  Oh
[00:08:33.260 -> 00:08:36.580]:  Now I'm the last one standing
[00:08:36.580 -> 00:08:39.000]:  Uh
[00:08:39.000 -> 00:08:41.140]:  You weren't with me on the cold block nights
[00:08:41.140 -> 00:08:42.580]:  Now you front row for the spotlight
[00:08:42.580 -> 00:08:44.220]:  Now the diamonds in the automob right
[00:08:44.220 -> 00:08:45.820]:  Jets overseas for a five flight
[00:08:45.820 -> 00:08:47.240]:  Young nigga on bullshit
[00:08:47.240 -> 00:08:48.640]:  And I ball on them Bill Cartwright
[00:08:48.640 -> 00:08:50.040]:  Know I can shine through the darkness
[00:08:50.040 -> 00:08:51.960]:  I guess I always been a star type
[00:08:51.960 -> 00:08:52.440]:  They're like
[00:08:52.440 -> 00:08:53.480]:  And then you made my heart fight
[00:08:53.480 -> 00:08:55.040]:  Could've been a victim of a hot pipe
[00:08:55.040 -> 00:08:56.580]:  Took a million ways just to get to this
[00:08:56.580 -> 00:08:58.160]:  Cause we ain't the ones that the cops like
[00:08:58.160 -> 00:08:59.620]:  Been so many times, God tested me
[00:08:59.620 -> 00:09:01.260]:  They only see the answers, I got right
[00:09:01.260 -> 00:09:02.800]:  They commenting all on the blocks
[00:09:02.800 -> 00:09:04.460]:  Trying to tell me how to live my life
[00:09:04.460 -> 00:09:05.800]:  And I waited so patiently
[00:09:05.800 -> 00:09:07.460]:  If you could take off, don't wait for me
[00:09:07.460 -> 00:09:08.960]:  No days off, grind faithfully
[00:09:08.960 -> 00:09:10.580]:  I keep thanking God for saving me
[00:09:10.580 -> 00:09:11.980]:  Frontline showcasing our bravery
[00:09:11.980 -> 00:09:13.620]:  I know that top spot, it was made for me
[00:09:13.620 -> 00:09:14.440]:  It all paid off
[00:09:14.440 -> 00:09:16.060]:  So we felt the struggle so painfully
[00:09:16.060 -> 00:09:19.060]:  Now you see me standing in the lights
[00:09:19.060 -> 00:09:22.240]:  But you never saw my sacrifice
[00:09:22.240 -> 00:09:27.060]:  Or all the nights I had to struggle to survive
[00:09:27.060 -> 00:09:31.240]:  Had to lose it all to win the fight
[00:09:31.240 -> 00:09:34.620]:  I had to fall so many times
[00:09:34.620 -> 00:09:38.520]:  Oh, now I'm the last one standing
[00:09:38.520 -> 00:09:43.700]:  Yeah, you know the call
[00:09:43.700 -> 00:09:44.880]:  We gotta live by it
[00:09:44.880 -> 00:09:46.780]:  Never mind all the ice cubes on his wrist
[00:09:46.780 -> 00:09:47.800]:  We're in the big body
[00:09:47.800 -> 00:09:49.320]:  Live by the gun, get body
[00:09:49.320 -> 00:09:50.660]:  During cellar time in that cell
[00:09:50.660 -> 00:09:52.180]:  It was cellar times where I failed
[00:09:52.180 -> 00:09:53.820]:  When I had to double back from them L's
[00:09:53.820 -> 00:09:55.280]:  Bet he don't double back when he tell
[00:09:55.280 -> 00:09:56.880]:  Cause it ain't no coming back when you tell
[00:09:56.880 -> 00:09:58.360]:  Why would you leave me here by myself?
[00:09:58.360 -> 00:09:59.240]:  That nigga be lonely
[00:09:59.240 -> 00:10:01.440]:  Ay, I blew the whole bag on they flights
[00:10:01.440 -> 00:10:02.460]:  Ain't leaving no homies
[00:10:02.460 -> 00:10:04.540]:  If he really game to get on the chain
[00:10:04.540 -> 00:10:05.560]:  No Cubas or Congies
[00:10:05.560 -> 00:10:07.020]:  White Zyme and the Stogie
[00:10:07.020 -> 00:10:08.520]:  Still a friend, never folded
[00:10:08.520 -> 00:10:09.960]:  Friendless name from a rotor
[00:10:09.960 -> 00:10:11.640]:  You put the jacket on, you bogus
[00:10:11.640 -> 00:10:13.200]:  Yeah, big dog and they know it
[00:10:13.200 -> 00:10:14.800]:  I had to spin off to stay focused
[00:10:14.800 -> 00:10:16.240]:  Low jab on the motion
[00:10:16.240 -> 00:10:17.020]:  We on the bandage
[00:10:17.020 -> 00:10:17.780]:  Shit, when it's hopeless
[00:10:17.780 -> 00:10:19.260]:  I done been bogus for an ain't no
[00:10:19.260 -> 00:10:19.860]:  Make it less easy
[00:10:19.860 -> 00:10:21.980]:  Like a million dollars
[00:10:21.980 -> 00:10:23.640]:  I made it overnight
[00:10:23.640 -> 00:10:26.040]:  I make it look easy
[00:10:26.040 -> 00:10:30.220]:  But you don't see the dark side
[00:10:30.220 -> 00:10:34.980]:  And all of the monsters I defied
[00:10:34.980 -> 00:10:38.400]:  And all of the nightmares
[00:10:38.400 -> 00:10:42.840]:  Made me stronger than life
[00:10:42.840 -> 00:10:45.400]:  Y'all say I've changed
[00:10:45.400 -> 00:10:46.880]:  Really though, tell me how so
[00:10:46.880 -> 00:10:48.420]:  I got caught off the spread
[00:10:48.420 -> 00:10:49.980]:  I'm still sour though
[00:10:49.980 -> 00:10:51.540]:  I don't know, I'm a square peg
[00:10:51.540 -> 00:10:51.780]:  In a room full of lies
[00:10:51.780 -> 00:10:52.280]:  In a round hole
[00:10:52.280 -> 00:10:53.080]:  Like a block of cheese
[00:10:53.080 -> 00:10:53.820]:  In a paper towel roll
[00:10:53.820 -> 00:10:54.640]:  Rocky Valboa
[00:10:54.640 -> 00:10:55.360]:  Never been no
[00:10:55.360 -> 00:10:56.160]:  Towel thrower
[00:10:56.160 -> 00:10:57.520]:  Even when I got kicked to the curb
[00:10:57.520 -> 00:10:59.040]:  Life knocked my dick in the dirt
[00:10:59.040 -> 00:11:00.420]:  I got back up, flipped at the verge
[00:11:00.420 -> 00:11:01.240]:  Until I earned the attention
[00:11:01.240 -> 00:11:02.020]:  I yearn not to mention
[00:11:02.020 -> 00:11:03.000]:  I learned how to turn resentment
[00:11:03.000 -> 00:11:04.300]:  And hurt to an unquenchable thirst
[00:11:04.300 -> 00:11:05.300]:  In the simplest terms
[00:11:05.300 -> 00:11:06.220]:  Is revenge of the nerd
[00:11:06.220 -> 00:11:07.440]:  In every sense of the word
[00:11:07.440 -> 00:11:08.780]:  But all you see is the fame
[00:11:08.780 -> 00:11:09.300]:  And the millions
[00:11:09.300 -> 00:11:10.320]:  You don't see the strength
[00:11:10.320 -> 00:11:10.800]:  And resilience
[00:11:10.800 -> 00:11:11.860]:  How I rack my brain
[00:11:11.860 -> 00:11:12.620]:  But it feels as if
[00:11:12.620 -> 00:11:13.880]:  I'm trying to explain it to children
[00:11:13.880 -> 00:11:14.940]:  So a lot of this pain
[00:11:14.940 -> 00:11:15.420]:  Isn't healing
[00:11:15.420 -> 00:11:15.980]:  You're escaping
[00:11:15.980 -> 00:11:16.980]:  If this anger is spilling
[00:11:16.980 -> 00:11:18.060]:  Almost like recreating
[00:11:18.060 -> 00:11:18.960]:  The feeling of 9-11
[00:11:18.960 -> 00:11:19.600]:  When the second plane
[00:11:19.600 -> 00:11:20.060]:  Hit the building
[00:11:20.060 -> 00:11:21.160]:  So let them pay
[00:11:21.160 -> 00:11:21.640]:  You the villain
[00:11:21.640 -> 00:11:22.260]:  Some of this
[00:11:22.260 -> 00:11:23.160]:  Just may be a symptom
[00:11:23.160 -> 00:11:24.760]:  Of having way too much income
[00:11:24.760 -> 00:11:25.360]:  But when you struggle
[00:11:25.360 -> 00:11:26.340]:  Every day just to get some
[00:11:26.340 -> 00:11:27.320]:  Now all of this hate
[00:11:27.320 -> 00:11:27.840]:  Is a syndrome
[00:11:27.840 -> 00:11:28.820]:  When they can't relate
[00:11:28.820 -> 00:11:29.440]:  That stems from
[00:11:29.440 -> 00:11:30.200]:  Money looking like
[00:11:30.200 -> 00:11:31.100]:  It grows on trees
[00:11:31.100 -> 00:11:31.660]:  Yet it green
[00:11:31.660 -> 00:11:32.660]:  But those aren't leaves
[00:11:32.660 -> 00:11:33.900]:  Suffice to say
[00:11:33.900 -> 00:11:35.420]:  With every sacrifice I made
[00:11:35.420 -> 00:11:36.300]:  It's like I gave up
[00:11:36.300 -> 00:11:36.980]:  My life to fame
[00:11:36.980 -> 00:11:37.740]:  All the nights
[00:11:37.740 -> 00:11:38.500]:  That I lied awake
[00:11:38.500 -> 00:11:39.440]:  Nights I stayed up
[00:11:39.440 -> 00:11:40.060]:  To write and pray
[00:11:40.060 -> 00:11:41.000]:  Had to claw scratch
[00:11:41.000 -> 00:11:41.580]:  And fight my way
[00:11:41.580 -> 00:11:42.320]:  Just follow me
[00:11:42.320 -> 00:11:43.100]:  And I'll light the way
[00:11:43.100 -> 00:11:43.900]:  Look to the hook
[00:11:43.900 -> 00:11:44.820]:  If your sky look gray
[00:11:44.820 -> 00:11:46.480]:  Rappers how can we be
[00:11:46.480 -> 00:11:47.460]:  On the same level now
[00:11:47.460 -> 00:11:48.280]:  When I gotta look down
[00:11:48.280 -> 00:11:49.140]:  To see these clowns
[00:11:49.140 -> 00:11:49.800]:  That are on the ground
[00:11:49.800 -> 00:11:51.120]:  Bitch I got clouds beneath me
[00:11:51.120 -> 00:11:52.580]:  Ever since I put out the EP
[00:11:52.580 -> 00:11:53.920]:  To the height of 2003
[00:11:53.920 -> 00:11:54.780]:  Me you ain't see the struggle
[00:11:54.780 -> 00:11:55.620]:  To make it out the deep
[00:11:55.620 -> 00:11:56.380]:  Because I made it
[00:11:56.380 -> 00:11:57.240]:  Somehow look easy
[00:11:57.240 -> 00:11:58.080]:  Now you see me
[00:11:58.080 -> 00:12:00.080]:  Standing in the lights
[00:12:00.080 -> 00:12:01.560]:  But you never saw
[00:12:01.560 -> 00:12:03.260]:  My sacrifice
[00:12:03.260 -> 00:12:04.740]:  Or all the nights
[00:12:04.740 -> 00:12:06.300]:  I had to struggle
[00:12:06.300 -> 00:12:08.100]:  To survive
[00:12:08.100 -> 00:12:10.940]:  Had to lose it all
[00:12:10.940 -> 00:12:12.260]:  To win the fight
[00:12:12.260 -> 00:12:14.000]:  I had to fall
[00:12:14.000 -> 00:12:15.640]:  So many times
[00:12:15.640 -> 00:12:16.160]:  Oh
[00:12:16.160 -> 00:12:18.860]:  Now I'm the last one
[00:12:18.860 -> 00:12:19.120]:  Standing up
[00:12:19.120 -> 00:12:32.920]:  Have you ever loved someone so much you've given up for not the express
[00:12:32.920 -> 00:12:50.120]:  and it's like, oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:12:50.120 -> 00:13:20.100]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:13:20.100 -> 00:13:50.080]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:13:50.080 -> 00:14:00.640]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:14:00.640 -> 00:14:04.520]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:14:04.520 -> 00:14:30.620]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:14:30.620 -> 00:15:00.600]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:15:00.600 -> 00:15:30.580]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:15:30.580 -> 00:16:00.560]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:16:00.560 -> 00:16:30.540]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:16:30.540 -> 00:17:00.520]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:17:00.520 -> 00:17:30.380]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:17:30.380 -> 00:17:30.400]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:17:30.400 -> 00:18:00.380]:  Oh, yeah, I'm gonna play for the.
[00:18:00.380 -> 00:18:02.380]:  You know, I
[00:18:02.380 -> 00:18:08.500]:  Get it vibes from people with comments and not even just that I can kind of read people and over the months that they be
[00:18:08.500 -> 00:18:10.500]:  In my stream I can kind of get a vibe from them
[00:18:10.500 -> 00:18:14.080]:  You've been great man. You've been awesome since you've been here. I can tell you that much
[00:18:14.080 -> 00:18:20.100]:  You'd have to be here for a little bit longer for sure at least but still with that being said you've been doing awesome
[00:18:20.100 -> 00:18:22.100]:  Thanks for being around. Come on hit. Ah
[00:18:22.100 -> 00:18:24.260]:  Fuck you
[00:18:24.260 -> 00:18:26.260]:  God Zeus. Come on, man, please
[00:18:26.260 -> 00:18:28.260]:  Oh
[00:18:28.260 -> 00:18:33.500]:  What's on 9:45 minutes
[00:18:33.500 -> 00:18:41.500]:  From a vapor
[00:18:41.500 -> 00:18:55.920]:  Exhausted dude
[00:18:55.920 -> 00:18:59.900]:  Exhausted I definitely need to put my head down after this. I'm forgetting a feature. I got my head down
[00:18:59.900 -> 00:19:05.160]:  I'm gonna sleep so good
[00:19:05.160 -> 00:19:15.880]:  You guys can tell I'm tired I'm sure you can't
[00:19:15.880 -> 00:19:19.620]:  I can take some only model
[00:19:19.620 -> 00:19:25.580]:  Always people that are non-sub that talk shit make me feel like some way
[00:19:25.580 -> 00:19:33.640]:  I got like a little bit of sleep here in there. That's what it come on big it big fucking hit
[00:19:33.640 -> 00:19:40.400]:  Do you miss all your money
[00:19:40.400 -> 00:19:45.560]:  You miss being a fucking real person real nice person or have you always been a dickhead?
[00:19:45.560 -> 00:19:48.220]:  I'm not sure if you've always been a dickhead or not
[00:19:48.220 -> 00:19:52.820]:  Very possible you might have been
[00:19:52.820 -> 00:19:55.480]:  Too tired to deal with non-sub you're right
[00:19:55.480 -> 00:19:57.800]:  Dude, there's too much energy get the fuck out of here
[00:19:57.800 -> 00:20:01.100]:  No one cares
[00:20:01.100 -> 00:20:05.780]:  No one cares what you fucking make and do type of fuck do
[00:20:05.780 -> 00:20:10.640]:  You're such a loser. You're a loser. No one here is someone when you got I promise
[00:20:10.640 -> 00:20:18.240]:  What's up y'all's how you doing? How are you doing?
[00:20:18.240 -> 00:20:24.060]:  Griggs of it brings a whole ass bitch
[00:20:24.060 -> 00:20:26.060]:  I
[00:20:26.060 -> 00:20:29.400]:  Wrote this song like a tenor broke home. So is this so is this?
[00:20:29.400 -> 00:20:39.140]:  Yeah, I mean is it right he was in there was just we're talking shit is he really was he hey
[00:20:39.140 -> 00:20:42.340]:  Yeah, man, you have to drop a fucking 10-pack bitch. You heard me
[00:20:42.340 -> 00:20:46.620]:  You got 10 pack for me. Yeah, I mean, why the fuck would you talk shit about me, bro?
[00:20:46.620 -> 00:20:49.880]:  What have I ever done wrong to you? I just want you before I ban you
[00:20:49.880 -> 00:20:52.920]:  You collect all the money you give to me something give me
[00:20:52.940 -> 00:20:56.320]:  Can you explain why you don't like me? I don't want to hear your honest opinion. I
[00:20:56.320 -> 00:21:02.320]:  Have bad moments from I've never cheated you wrong. I've never done wrong to you. I'm just curious with what your answer is
[00:21:02.320 -> 00:21:09.400]:  Loser, you know, I'm gonna go support him. He's a fucking piece of trash. What are you doing loser?
[00:21:09.400 -> 00:21:14.500]:  I'm not even typing now. I fucking busted bitch five fucking subs perfect. I'm
[00:21:14.500 -> 00:21:17.460]:  Not a fucking five pack for my man
[00:21:17.460 -> 00:21:20.140]:  Fucking loser you fucking deserve to fucking
[00:21:20.140 -> 00:21:22.860]:  Get sick and fucking throw up a bunch of times
[00:21:22.860 -> 00:21:27.600]:  All day every day. Yeah, I just made that insult you deserve to get sick. I hope you get sickness
[00:21:27.600 -> 00:21:30.420]:  fucking throw up everywhere
[00:21:30.420 -> 00:21:36.420]:  It's just pussy shit to come on my chat and act cool with me when he's sitting there and talking the shit
[00:21:36.420 -> 00:21:41.040]:  I mean another person's chat. You're just fucking he's a huge ass clown, bro. Oh, well, it's too much negativity, man
[00:21:41.040 -> 00:21:42.640]:  I just fucking want to go to bed, dude
[00:21:42.640 -> 00:21:45.100]:  I'm gonna get a feature. I can't seem to get into so
[00:21:45.100 -> 00:21:52.740]:  Come on juice give me that fucking feature, bro
[00:21:52.740 -> 00:22:21.740]:  drop em in bro drop em in bro you know you want to dude aww yeah fuck em i dont pay my bills unless they unsub i mean unless they pay to get them subbed then they are quite fragrant oh is that a multi or a scatter just a scatter oh this is a fucking im thinking im in a feature bro what am i doing i was just not a fucking multi or both man im fucking exhausted bro im exhausted guys i gotta put my head down soon
[00:22:21.740 -> 00:22:28.740]:  i can barely hold on anymore i can barely hold on to im not sleeping right now im serious
[00:22:28.740 -> 00:22:33.420]:  man i can barely get on there i really i cant talk straight bro ive been up for so long
[00:22:33.420 -> 00:22:37.500]:  im telling you guys i need to sleep now hit aww you fucking son of a bitch
[00:22:37.500 -> 00:22:46.700]:  did you buy it aww i just missed it unless we can get back up to 300 here which i dont
[00:22:46.700 -> 00:22:51.700]:  know uh lets see if we can get back oh thats 300 right there itll do it fuck it
[00:22:51.700 -> 00:22:58.700]:  actually i dont know im going to do half the stack half the stack like a 160 fuck it
[00:22:58.700 -> 00:23:06.940]:  aww good luck guys oh my god let me stand up for a second im about to literally fall asleep
[00:23:06.940 -> 00:23:11.900]:  dude i could barely walk earlier im not kidding i could barely lean on one of my legs without
[00:23:11.900 -> 00:23:21.660]:  falling over thats how fucking tired i am my body is like so tired im not even kidding
[00:23:21.660 -> 00:23:31.620]:  alright lets do this lets do this im going to take an apple rip for good luck apple rip
[00:23:31.620 -> 00:23:38.620]:  for good luck you feel me gotta get the apple rip in aww what did i just do fuck alright
[00:23:38.620 -> 00:23:48.900]:  aww i didnt even hit him cause i clogged the fuck up
[00:23:48.900 -> 00:24:05.860]:  i did i have an illiduff on the way 625 dollar bond expensive ass fucking bond dude on the
[00:24:05.860 -> 00:24:10.860]:  way to my house
[00:24:10.860 -> 00:24:11.860]:  i did i have an illiduff on the way 625 dollar bond expensive ass fucking bond dude on the
[00:24:11.860 -> 00:24:12.860]:  way to my house
[00:24:12.860 -> 00:24:13.860]:  i did i have an illiduff on the way 625 dollar bond expensive ass fucking bond dude on the
[00:24:13.860 -> 00:24:14.860]:  way to my house
[00:24:14.860 -> 00:24:15.860]:  i did i have an illiduff on the way 625 dollar bond expensive ass fucking bond dude on the
[00:24:15.860 -> 00:24:16.860]:  way to my house
[00:24:16.860 -> 00:24:19.860]:  Well, there's nothing you can tell me my feelings are not remote.
[00:24:19.860 -> 00:24:20.540]:  I gotta do this.
[00:24:20.540 -> 00:24:22.580]:  You got my back for that.
[00:24:22.580 -> 00:24:24.580]:  Once one does it for 140.
[00:24:24.580 -> 00:24:29.140]:  And that's all rubber heads and rubber.
[00:24:29.140 -> 00:24:29.820]:  Rubber cocks.
[00:24:29.820 -> 00:24:31.380]:  Wait, what?
[00:24:31.380 -> 00:24:32.380]:  Let's go.
[00:24:32.380 -> 00:24:33.620]:  Come on, baby.
[00:24:33.620 -> 00:24:35.140]:  I was drinking some cigarette button.
[00:24:35.140 -> 00:24:37.300]:  Retrig it, damn.
[00:24:37.300 -> 00:24:38.020]:  Hit that. Yes.
[00:24:38.020 -> 00:24:39.060]:  Let's go jump in a multi.
[00:24:39.060 -> 00:24:39.620]:  Let's go drop one.
[00:24:39.620 -> 00:24:40.860]:  Let's go drop one.
[00:24:40.860 -> 00:24:41.360]:  Aw.
[00:24:41.360 -> 00:24:44.420]:  So you can walk in my shoes and get to know me.
[00:24:44.420 -> 00:24:44.920]:  Come on.
[00:24:44.920 -> 00:24:46.740]:  Ah, come on, dude.
[00:24:46.740 -> 00:24:47.620]:  I need that touch five.
[00:24:47.620 -> 00:24:49.100]:  Ah, come on.
[00:24:49.100 -> 00:24:49.540]:  Rings and a multi.
[00:24:49.540 -> 00:24:50.020]:  Rings and a multi.
[00:24:50.020 -> 00:24:50.360]:  Come on.
[00:24:50.360 -> 00:24:51.980]:  Ah, man.
[00:24:51.980 -> 00:24:52.620]:  Come on, bitch.
[00:24:52.620 -> 00:24:54.700]:  Yellows.
[00:24:54.700 -> 00:24:55.080]:  Yellows.
[00:24:55.080 -> 00:24:55.340]:  Greens.
[00:24:55.340 -> 00:24:56.060]:  Yellows.
[00:24:56.060 -> 00:24:56.360]:  Greens.
[00:24:56.360 -> 00:24:57.300]:  Greens.
[00:24:57.300 -> 00:24:57.620]:  Greens.
[00:24:57.620 -> 00:24:57.980]:  Greens.
[00:24:57.980 -> 00:24:58.440]:  Multi.
[00:24:58.440 -> 00:24:59.640]:  Bro.
[00:24:59.640 -> 00:25:00.520]:  Okay, okay, okay.
[00:25:00.520 -> 00:25:00.760]:  Multi.
[00:25:00.760 -> 00:25:01.700]:  Reds.
[00:25:01.700 -> 00:25:02.780]:  Man.
[00:25:02.780 -> 00:25:03.360]:  This one.
[00:25:03.360 -> 00:25:05.600]:  Come on, dude.
[00:25:05.600 -> 00:25:07.740]:  Retrick that.
[00:25:07.740 -> 00:25:08.300]:  Retrick that.
[00:25:08.300 -> 00:25:09.200]:  Multi us.
[00:25:09.200 -> 00:25:10.600]:  Multi us.
[00:25:10.600 -> 00:25:11.040]:  Multi us.
[00:25:11.040 -> 00:25:11.440]:  That's good.
[00:25:11.440 -> 00:25:12.780]:  Big multi.
[00:25:12.780 -> 00:25:14.360]:  Wow.
[00:25:14.360 -> 00:25:27.620]:  Okay, there we go, times four, blues, oh, blues now, blues now, or crowns, crowns, crowns,
[00:25:27.620 -> 00:25:38.940]:  crowns, two crowns, oh my god, tonight's not a very big multi though at all, I'm in, come on dude,
[00:25:40.160 -> 00:25:43.200]:  Yep, that's in. That's in. Blues, blues, blues, greens. Blues, greens.
[00:25:43.200 -> 00:25:47.480]:  Have fun, go. Hey, Nicky Poo with the one month. Thank you very much, bro.
[00:25:47.480 -> 00:25:50.100]:  Hey, that's a fucking number times six.
[00:25:50.100 -> 00:25:54.880]:  Hey, thanks for the sub, bro. I appreciate that, bro. Very much. Thank you very much, dude.
[00:25:54.880 -> 00:25:58.900]:  I appreciate it, Nicky Poo. Thank you. Come on, man. At least we got the multi.
[00:25:58.900 -> 00:26:02.220]:  We got three spins left to make quite a bit of money, so probably not going to be a winner, bro.
[00:26:02.220 -> 00:26:05.680]:  Probably not a winner. Yeah.
[00:26:05.680 -> 00:26:09.340]:  Typical duds at the end. Yep, typical. That's looking great.
[00:26:09.340 -> 00:26:13.940]:  I just love them. All right, only one and done.
[00:26:13.940 -> 00:26:17.540]:  If we lose, if I win, I'm going to go for another one. Come on. There we go.
[00:26:17.540 -> 00:26:20.680]:  Oh, come on, dude. What the fuck?
[00:26:20.680 -> 00:26:25.160]:  Oh, come on, dude. They are not doing this to me.
[00:26:25.160 -> 00:26:29.740]:  I got to go all in here. I got to. Oh, man. I'm done. This is so wrong.
[00:26:29.740 -> 00:26:33.640]:  They don't give a fuck about me, bro. They don't. It's very obvious. They take all my money every day.
[00:26:33.640 -> 00:26:37.420]:  Have a great day, guys. I'm getting sick of being treated like shit like this fucking
[00:26:37.420 -> 00:26:39.320]:  by this fucking shit every fucking day.
[00:26:39.320 -> 00:26:43.680]:  Bro, I lose it all every fucking time, dude. Some fucking bullshit, bro.
[00:26:43.680 -> 00:26:48.520]:  Shut up, Pikachu. Shut the fuck up. You're so obviously being sarcastic.
[00:26:48.520 -> 00:26:51.820]:  Just shut up, dude. Have a good night, guys, man. Whatever, dude, man.
[00:26:51.820 -> 00:26:54.100]:  Fuck my life. I have to go to bed with nothing, bro. It's great.
[00:26:54.100 -> 00:26:57.060]:  Thank you so much. Take you guys are fucking awesome.
[00:26:57.060 -> 00:27:00.280]:  Always letting me win and just never letting me fucking lose, bro.
[00:27:00.280 -> 00:27:03.300]:  It's the best. It's actually quite the opposite. Have a good night, guys.
[00:27:03.300 -> 00:27:05.520]:  Fuck you. Fucking bitch, dude.
[00:27:05.520 -> 00:27:05.560]:  We'll see you next time.