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[00:00:00.000 -> 00:00:05.680]:  you know it's crazy how much hate there is in this world there really is in the
[00:00:05.680 -> 00:00:09.780]:  last month alone I've come to a realization that so many people hate me
[00:00:09.780 -> 00:00:14.940]:  and like so many people like do not like me think I'm a bad person because I've
[00:00:14.940 -> 00:00:19.520]:  done bad things and shit like that and this is like damn I don't know I guess
[00:00:19.520 -> 00:00:23.560]:  the more I'm more I've gotten older the more I realized that no one really gives
[00:00:23.560 -> 00:00:28.020]:  a shit and it's just the way the world is you can't be mad about it you can't
[00:00:28.020 -> 00:00:30.640]:  be sad about it everyone's caught up in their own little world and their own
[00:00:30.640 -> 00:00:34.520]:  little cliques and their groups but no one actually gives a fuck about you
[00:00:34.520 -> 00:00:41.160]:  they don't I'm serious I promise I don't mean that in a bad or negative way it's
[00:00:41.160 -> 00:00:44.680]:  just a realistic thing that the this world we live in no one really gives a
[00:00:44.680 -> 00:00:50.520]:  fuck about you so I'm not trying to discourage anybody or anything but just
[00:00:50.520 -> 00:00:54.880]:  know that you got I don't know anyways y'all be easy man thanks for tuning in
[00:00:54.880 -> 00:00:58.140]:  tune in I'm not even streaming I'm on snapchat anyway y'all have a good one man
[00:00:58.140 -> 00:01:01.760]:  peace peace I'm just trying to help out man I know a lot of people that watch
[00:01:01.760 -> 00:01:05.320]:  my streams and like I'm not where I want to be in my life at all but I'm
[00:01:05.320 -> 00:01:08.480]:  trying to get there and like take a little steps and like I know a lot of
[00:01:08.480 -> 00:01:10.880]:  my people that I watch my streams and stuff are like a little younger and
[00:01:10.880 -> 00:01:15.800]:  stuff so what I'm trying to get at is like you gotta love yourself enough to
[00:01:15.800 -> 00:01:19.760]:  like like if you're in a relationship or a friendship and you don't feel like
[00:01:19.760 -> 00:01:24.720]:  valued as much as they value you get rid of them because they're not
[00:01:24.720 -> 00:01:28.320]:  gonna it's gonna it's never gonna change you just gotta don't just get them out
[00:01:28.320 -> 00:01:32.040]:  of your life dude just like straight up like you don't think they value you then
[00:01:32.040 -> 00:01:36.240]:  just dip out find people that do value you and like and love you for who you
[00:01:36.240 -> 00:01:41.880]:  are because at this day and age dude people get loved for the fake shit the
[00:01:41.880 -> 00:01:48.060]:  fake like bullshit that's bad dude like it's just you know you know anyways
[00:01:48.060 -> 00:01:53.400]:  just you know find some find somebody that like they're friends and whatever
[00:01:53.400 -> 00:01:59.360]:  that'll actually like like you for who you are man cuz like dude like there's
[00:01:59.360 -> 00:02:02.520]:  so many people I need to cut it out in my life cuz like they don't really care
[00:02:02.520 -> 00:02:07.440]:  about me bro and like I just got to do that it's a healthy thing I just got to
[00:02:07.440 -> 00:02:10.040]:  focus on myself focusing yourself before you focus about other people
[00:02:10.040 -> 00:02:14.080]:  that's not a thing anyways love you guys man might go live in a few minutes
[00:02:14.080 -> 00:02:17.640]:  not sure yet but yeah peace out guys love you guys man see ya I don't know
[00:02:17.640 -> 00:02:21.560]:  one thing I've learned as I got an older is that the more you stop caring
[00:02:21.560 -> 00:02:25.840]:  the more you the more you not care about what people think about you the
[00:02:25.840 -> 00:02:32.120]:  happier you'll be I mean following the crowd and like not being yourself and
[00:02:32.120 -> 00:02:35.760]:  not being like original like we'll just never bring you happiness I don't
[00:02:35.760 -> 00:02:39.520]:  think it'll just bring you fake love and like that but yeah dude I'm just
[00:02:39.520 -> 00:02:42.480]:  trying to help out a little bit just kind of my thoughts today and if that
[00:02:42.480 -> 00:02:46.980]:  relates to anybody just know that like you gotta love yourself enough to put
[00:02:46.980 -> 00:02:50.720]:  yourself in the best position don't care what all these other people are
[00:02:50.720 -> 00:02:53.320]:  telling you what to do or think you should do like because a lot of these
[00:02:53.320 -> 00:02:57.080]:  people will stay in the same spot for a long time and they won't change anything
[00:02:57.080 -> 00:03:01.120]:  about their lives but like I don't know try to hang out people encourage you to
[00:03:01.120 -> 00:03:05.720]:  change things that tough loves what you want not that yes man shit so anyways
[00:03:05.720 -> 00:03:09.800]:  yeah love you guys man hope everyone's doing a good my hair looking crazy I
[00:03:09.800 -> 00:03:15.160]:  might buzz it here really soon but yeah peace out everybody peace peace